Wednesday, September 24, 2014

#41



Look at the situation and I wonder to myself. As everyone I know are upgrading themselves, changing for the better, at a better stage in life; where am i? Comparing me to others is something I seldom do but when I do, it eats a little part of me. It bring tears to my eyes when my sisters asked what about me, aren’t I doing anything for myself. It sets me thinking and wondering where did I go wrong?

Let me tell you of my dreams and wishes as a child or right now at the present moment; there’s a list, not long-winded one but there’s a few.

As a child I wanted to grow up into a happy adult and when I have kids, I want he/her to be happy too; not the way I see my life as a child. I have always wanted to be happy.

Monday, September 1, 2014

#40



Confession night has taken it toll on me.

The mixture of feelings I felt when he mentioned things he hid from me.  I was dumbfounded for the fact that what I thought was just a mutual and ordinary friendship appears otherwise. I don’t know what else is real and what’s not.

It is said that when you married the opposite gender, he/she is supposedly to be your better half or he/she is to complete you; making you whole. But us, we are poles apart!